★DyDyMiiRa★

i don't know why i have this mix feelings .
i've been trying to convince myself .
saying, "nahh... things gonna be alright "
and you know what ?
things will only be good for awhile .
and the next , POOOF !
it disappeared just like that .
what we are now, is ...
very very different from what we are from the past .
maybe because of the distance apart ? i don't know ..
sometimes ,
i get very confused .
unsure of what i want . or what he wants .
we often have this miscommunications that leads to a fight,
that sometimes causes us to be harsh towards another .
and the word "harsh" should be greatly emphasize .
eu get what i mean ?
sigh ...........
i just miss those times ..
that's all ........