★DyDyMiiRa★

DAMN !
I've told you ,
so many times .
how i don't like things to be this way .
how I HATE YOU pestering me every now and then .
im tired of being chased .
im tired of chasing too .
Even more tired of running ,
running away from the fact that mira has to face.
ever since the day that mira broke up with her last bf .
to be honest ,
she has got no intentions to pursue another .
like seriously .
how i was treated from the past is already enough .
i don't want to be in it again .
im toooooooo tired .
do you get me ?
please , i beg of you .
just kindly , leave me alone .
i need space for myself . yes , for myself .

tell me, im selfish .
indeed , i am .
i only think about myself at this very point of time .
so,
what about your feelings for me?
let me tell you .
i can't deny that i appreciate it so much .
just the way you stay awake to accompany me through the night .
just the way you give me a wake up call , though i didn't ask for it .
just the way you text me , to ensure im alright .
just the way you text me , to tell me how much you miss me , love me .
(though you know i won't reply , or was unable to do so . )
just the way you promise me things , and intend to do it .
and alot more urh ...
too many to list down.

see, you're just too good for me .
and im a no-no to you .
im just afraid to fall in love again .

all i need is just somebody to help me gather myself .