|
Profile |
Music |
|
Profile |
Music |
|
Monday, April 6, 2009
Happiness is as a butterfly which, when pursued is always beyond your grasp.. bt which if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon eu... haha.. well said isn't it.. chey..pdhl2.. ignore wadever i wrote dere.. its jux sumtink dat i come across wif.. oh.. been awae fer some time.. n finally i get to touch dis comp of mine.. so now.. its time fer me to FLOOD dis blog wif nth bt werds.. SORRY.. bt i cn't help it.. so here goes my LOVE STORY.. which some, may be waiting fer... CLOSURE OF YEAR 3 Flashbacks: -relationship btwn me n Mr. N grew.. bt ended due to certain reasons.. and this post will be abt how we act face it all... so as expected.. aft all those negative remarks frm d ppl around.. there wasn't any hope fer our relationship.. and i gave up Mr. N.. cos aft thinking things thoroughly.. i felt it was unfair fer Mr. A too.. we didn't keep in touch fer a few weeks? mths? (ntah ehy..tk ingat exactly how long..bt it was long enuf) until one day... dere is dis msg frm him.. (tak salah..hari raye nye forward msg ke ape ntah..) and i was stunned.. keh.. ferst thing ferst ->i was havin fun wif frens at mr. D house.. ->its been a long time since we msg ->n lastly, i tot we haf made a deal... so i kept quiet.. fer awhile onie.. many questions rush through my mind.. n tgn da gatal sangat kan.. i replied him.. n so, dis is whr we act start contactin each other again.. so it goes on n on..til things were back as per normal.. and i dunnoe why..bt i felt GREAT! really GREAT! i also made a confession to Mr. A abt Mr. N.. he knew wadever dat im doing.. n my relationship wif Mr. N.. bt... sadly, and a fact to be faced.. which bf won't get jealous over such things kn.. lebih2 lagi wen it is kinda OVER D LIMIT.. as in -kluar wif each other.. -msg tk stop.. -bbl kat fon tgh mlm berjam2... i admit it was my fault.. bt NOT ENTIRELY me.. cos.. -he wasn't dere wen i nid him.. -he break d promises we ever made wif each other.. -he doesn't understand anything abt me.. -he played behind my back... (not once...bt THRICE!) -he paid more attention to friends rather den own gf! to make things easy.. he keep repeating all d mistakes he ever done b4..many times.. despite the chances i gave him... i dun wish to list dem all.. cos the next thing eu noe, the page will be FLOODING wif all of his flaws.. mths later.. i realised.. my feeling towards Mr. A is fading awae.. aft all dat he put me thru.. aft all d waitings fer him.. it didn't pay off.. cos i was set to be the one he blame fer the things happening btwn me n Mr. N.. without tinkin abt his mistakes towards me.. instead, he EVEN CONTACTED HIS EX GF, DAT MS. M!!!!! urgghhh!! fer goodness sake.. jux bcos.. -he wants revenge.. -he followed his friends advice.. but y must it all be behind my back? y didn't he jux tell me evritink..be honest wif me.. like how i did towards him.. by chance, i found dis third party thingy via FRIENDSTER.. cos i got his email add n pw.. dat Ms. M sent him lots of comments.. miss sane..miss sini...call sane..call sini... PFFFTTT!! sape tak get pissed off kn.. and he can even admit calmly to me... (tuu pon bcos i confronted him while we were talking on the phone) and even claimed...oh...she's jux a friend.. she's dis..she's dat.. BULLSHIT lurhh keh... status EX-GF tuu ttp ade.. so the fights went on.. until unknowingly, i gave up on Mr.A.. my decision was too fast..i admit.. i didn't tot of d outcome at dat point of time.. so yea.. was attached to Mr. N aft dat.. and.. though we were apart.. things were in a mess... which..i am still trying to clear them up till now... you ppl may haf heard of CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC.. so dat gave me an idea fer d next post.. it will be a post full of my confessions to my dearest friends n loyal readers out dere.. so it will definitely be my freedom of speech... it's up to you ppl out dere to make eur own judgements.. Darr.. 5:44 PM
|
TagBoard ShoutMix chat widget Affiliates ♥Din ♥ZuRaH ♥NaNaCouSiN ♥ILaa ♥NuRuL ♥NiEYa ♥SyaFa ♥Amine ♥AfaN ♥LiNa ♥NiZ ♥IsHa ♥ShaHeeN ♥ZaHiRa ♥eQa ♥Yati ♥DiNie Bestieku! ♥Ryan HykeL ! ♥FeeQaH Syg! ♥Lyn Syg! ♥FiLzaH ♥FiZy ♥MarDiaNa ♥NaBiLaH ♥RiNa ♥TeeQa Sweetie! ♥CaCa SweeTie! ♥Ain ♥iQah ♥AmiN ♥Falisha |
