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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Current mood: Fine Time Check: 2.00 am Currently:Listening to "i can't win" i've been tossing n turning on my bed.. couldn't keep myself still and get some sleep.. i wonder why.. but who cares.. erms.. before i move on further.. the song above is by Usher.. and it touched my heart.. it has something gotta do with my personal life.. (only with regards to my endless love story..) it is a song that i may want to dedicate to that someone (figure it out eurself ehy..) dis is the song dat made me realised how muchh dat person suffered from my wrong doings towards him.. always comparing..always pushing things hard on him.. and... i am here.. taking dis opportunity to apologise fer every tiny bits of mistakes i've made.. i'm very sorry.. Continuation... Still in Year 3 After being said dat we expressed our feelings.. bt still...we are jux friends.. in fact, closefriends.. Just by sharing our grieve n thoughts.. it brought us one step closer to be together.. bt before dat happens... dis is how our relationship grew.. FlashBacks: Ferst time msg= Aquaintance Ferst outing= Friends Ferst conversation on the phone= Closefriends kinda weird.. bt dere is dis time.. our conversation became kind of erms.. its like.. we were more than jux closefriends.. (pdhl baru kwn..and im still attached to Mr. A) we talk as if we haf known each other fer years.. we do tell grandmother stories..(fyi..LOL) it's jux.. even a little thing matters to us.. and dis night calling routine goes on fer mths.. But WAIT! our relationship doesn't go as smoothly as you ppl thought it may be.. this is the complication.. the beginning of "Shipwreck".. all thanks to Mr. H.. if it wasn't fer him.. i would be blinded by Mr.N sweet talkings.. Unlikely to be a victim.. bt i am Mr. N victim.. all d sweet talkings turned out to be a lie..(in my eyes lurhh..) cos.. he actually contacted wif dis NGEE ANN gurl, known as Ms. A.. im stil nt certain how she came abt.. bt she EXISTS in his lyf... at dat point of time.. i admit im JEALOUS.. (fer goodness sake..im puzzled..bt its true..) i confronted Mr.N.. and.. the very least i could do was to wait fer his so-called "mengaku salah" guys are always guys you see.. as expected.. he gave in.. told me the whole thing frm scratch.. bt still.. it only works for awhile.. before we... GO ON OUR SEPARATE WAYS.. for how long? why is it so? wad happens next? maybe dis questions come across eur mind.. bt before everything is revealed.. Stay tuned fer the next.. and more of next part of my journey.. so there goes my endless lurve story... Happy wondering.. Gd nyte.. 10:00 AM
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